Reflections on Year 2020
The year I started loving myself.. 2020 was a challenging year to us all. While most of us took the time to reflect on the past year, by analyzing events, feelings, successes and challenges, to me, 2020 was fascinating, in spite of it all. My divorce was dragging beyond my expectations, and seemed like a never ending battle filled with anger & disappointment. My Father, who lives in Israel, got sick with pancreatic cancer, and I wasn’t able to fly and visit him. Although my ex and I have shared-custody, one of my son’s preferred staying at his dad’s, where he has a gaming station set up like a king...I was so desperate for physical touch and love that I had explored relationships with men that I am not proud to share even in writing (for now:) I felt I lost control over so many things in my life, raging like an animal in a cage. The pandemic chaos accompanied by propaganda of fear and anxiety brought me to the edge of an epileptic attack.
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