I had it all. I was living the dream. I was married with two beautiful kids living in the heart of Tribeca in downtown Manhattan in a beautiful apartment. My passions for community and music brought me to leave my corporate career to start LBNY Productions.
I produced numerous live music concert tours in the US, galas and events for the Israeli & Jewish community. I produced two of the biggest events in NYC for the Israeli community - Shlomo Artzi concert at Madison Square Garden and the Billboard Campaign in Times Square for the World Zionist Organization. I was surrounded by friends, vacationed in exotic destinations and spent summers in Israel with my family.
~ BUT I WAS NOT HAPPY ~
In 2016 my cousin, a 45 years old mother of three, was diagnosed with cancer. Suddenly I felt as if this happened to me, and I decided to be there for her and fight, as if it was my own fight. My cousin was running out of time, which made me realize the value of time. I was overwhelmed by this experience, and after her passing I fell into depression, struggled with my demons and couldn’t see anything positive in my life.
Two years later, I decided to leave everything I knew and took a step into the unknown. I separated from my husband and my community, left New York and moved to Miami, FL with my two sons. I chose to live by the beach, surrounded by palm trees, sun and water in a place where I didn’t know anyone and nobody knew me. I immediately felt connected to my new place, as if it was my home all along.
The breakout of the Pandemic in March 2020 made me feel overwhelmed, just like many others all over the world. Overnight I had to cancel tours and events I planned for a whole year. The constant reports on TV and social media threatened my state of mind and brought me to an anxiety attack. This is when I knew I needed to take the reins back. I chose not to surrender to this chaos and decided to focus my mind on a different reality.
The first step I took was to observe a “Technological Shabbat” - I shut down all electronic devices for 25 hours from sunset on Friday till sunset on Saturday. It wasn’t easy, but when I got a hang of it - I started to feel a sliver of self sense. I dedicated my uninterrupted consciousness to spend more time with myself, my family, nature and the divine. I fell in love with life, again!
I took the time to do things I never did before. I started to read books I never got time to read. I got back to practicing yoga and meditating regularly. I got emotional from a thought. I was on a spiritual path and I was happy.
I was in Euphoria.
I dived even deeper into my soul and recognized select mentors who guided me to discover dimensions of my soul I did not know existed. The “work” I’ve done with my mentors helped me to acknowledge the anger and the fear and started a process of letting go of them. At this point I considered myself a Neophyte (a person who is new to a subject, skill or belief).
Now I am truly connected to myself and I feel my inner divine. I feel alive, free & liberated.
I am Euphoria.
I decided not to keep this “secret” to myself. I shared my journey and the experiences I went through over social media, and got overwhelming responses from past friends and people who I never met asking me: “How did you do it? Can I do it too?”
My answer is YES. Anyone can do it!
Euphoria State of Mind was created to share the wealth of divine knowledge with you. Transformation is magical and contagious, and I am here to help YOU learn how to simplify your state of mind and explore unknown parts of your soul. Join me on this journey and find your path to what your inner temple is longing for.